so for those who don't know, my father died 5 days ago. yes, i am totally bummed. no, i do not want to talk about it. thank you for your kind words.

i am actually busying myself with other things.

For example, starting the 17th I will be on a week-long Warped Tour adventure. There will be interviews and photos of ridiculous bands, etc, and we're doing it all for our current venture: EPIC Arts & Entertainment.

Go on, read about my passionate love for the Panic! At The Disco exclamation point, and The Millionaires who were caught faking it ON DAY ONE of Warped Tour. There are five different writers, and we currently have no boundaries. Let's all enjoy it together!

If you have a Tumblr, please follow us, "like" us, reblog us - any way we can get our name out will lead to more interviews and how awesome would those be to read?

I love you guys.

Hey.

I recently posted at the blog on my website (Entry Here) about the dire state of my father's health. He was diagnosed with cancer, and it has taken a turn for the worst. He's not expected currently to make it to his birthday (July 15th) and is in Hospice.

He is the only real family I have, and as of the end of July, I am going to be homeless with my 4 year old daughter. Our family has no money, unfortunately. In fact, I'm currently -$124 in the bank.

One of my best friends has offered to let me move in with her, a few hours away in massachusetts, but I have no way to get there.

This is the only time in my life I will ever do this.

If anyone - ANYONE - can spare some change, a tiny donation of even a dollar into my paypal account so I can try to figure out how to get from NYC to Mass, I'd really appreciate it. If this wasn't a dire emergency, I'd never ask. I'm very prideful that way. I'll find ways to repay any favors anyone might do me. I'm sorry I even have to ask for this.
My email address for Paypal is adrischonies@gmail.com

I'm sorry again. Thanks for reading this.

If you or someone you know has a Gods Girls account, please go to Purgatory and vote for Coral. This is the last time I'm giving it a try because I really, really hate Purgatory so any vote would be great. I put the info up on my twitter as well (twitter.com/perfectdenial so if you have me added there or even if you don't please feel free to re-tweet. Thank you!

When I was 19, I was hit by a car in Arizona, while riding my bike home from work. Thankfully, I have very quick reflexes and turned my bike's wheel so that I avoided being taken down by the car's tire (which would have really hurt me and destroyed the bike, too. Instead, basically, i just fell over and ruined the bike's front tire (and my twinkies). It could have been soooo much worse.

I still mourn the loss of those twinkies, though.

if you're too lazy to go directly to http://crystalescala.com to see all of the amusing things I've got to say (SHAME ON YOU), you have have it fed to your friends page now. Yes, we like to make life easy.

http://www.livejournal.com/friends/add.bml?user=crystalescala

clicky clicky.

wah, wah, wah. i privated that last entry. instead, look at all of my picture from bamboozle here: http://www.flickr.com/photos/ccdenial/sets/72157617675230050/

I need to take new pictures with my short hair, but I'm lazy. I miss my friends. I miss the warm weather of Miami. I have to take a train to Brooklyn right now. I hate taking trains to Brooklyn. It takes like two hours!

I could watch a movie in that time.

Spock ears = still not cool.

I don't think I'm going to be doing Warped this year (bummer) since the NFPs I talked to never contacted me back. I need a summer away from this city. It is rotting my brain and my insides and my heart.

xo

my day two review of bamboozle is officially up. go read & post comments and such about how hot alazz is: http://tinyurl.com/r94gfp

bamboozle rundown, day one you should leave comments there since thats mostly where i check these days, but i'll come back here and check them too if you refuse. ily.

Crystal Escala: lmao ian watkins i hate him i hope he dies in a fire while having a herpes outbreak omg i am in love with him

I am officially stopping the auto-ship of my twitter messages. If you'd like to see what I've got to say in realtime, follow me at http://twitter.com/perfectdenial.

I am gonna try to post stuff here every now and again, but mostly I just read about everyone else. I usually write things at http://crystalescala.com

cheers.

• 06:53 I wish I fell asleep at normal times. Hello, 7 am. #
• 17:13 my family keeps pulling on my hair asking if i'm wearing a wig. :| #
• 21:32 cheating on me already, yeah? RT @PJCoughlin: @Sara7x if i wasn't a married man........ #
• 21:45 i think i'm fucked for bamboozle now. #
• 00:42 mental note: purchase shorts #

twitter - see for yourself. or check this out!

• 17:16 Lola singing and Rock Band drumming to I'm So Sick by Flyleaf: tinyurl.com/cyj7wc #
• 18:09 i feel like such a ridiculous wasteoid right now. i need a job. badly. #
• 18:21 whoa, crazy re-tweets. thanks, @mikeyway. they didn't like my @fuckcity hoodie, either. also put a lock on your G1 so you dont pocket-tweet? #
• 18:36 Photo: unbreakable (i wish i was). i hate the random freckle on my nose. tumblr.com/xbx1nf2io #
• 19:11 holy 400 followers. that's insane! #followfriday @PJcoughlin @FUCKCITY @KageFC4 @BlackMix @giaface @sara7x @jasminemcatee #
• 19:15 RT (1/2) @EricVictorino: if the basis of whether a couple can get married is their ability to procreate... #
• 19:15 (2/2) should infertile straight couples be denied the right to wed? #
• 19:25 whoa surprise family visit #
• 20:02 holy jesus, world. my vagina is officially closed for business. i have a house full of kids inspiring me NEVER to procreate again. #
• 20:23 now im making dinner for 11 people. how did this happen?! #
• 21:07 i never realized how well behaved my kid is until i had a house full of these things like mice infesting and breaking shit and yelling #
• 22:06 tinyurl.com/cl5re4 scary fans are scary. @FUCKCITY @KageFC4 @gerardway @mikeyway guys, be glad you don't have fans like this. #
• 23:33 My friends say amazing things: "My life is like swimming in a sea of dicks". Thanks, @laurenmeszaros. #
• 23:54 Photo: funniest part of my night, compliments of @ian_watkins. tumblr.com/xbx1ngw3r #
• 02:32 i wonder... if i sold the clothing that i make, would people actually buy it? #
• 02:44 Photo: life. i miss mine. possibly going to start selling my designs soon. possibly. tumblr.com/xbx1nhq4z #

twitter - see for yourself. or check this out!

• 06:06 hello, 6 am. so we meet again. #
• 13:22 dear world - i am, in fact, bluffin' with my muffin. oh my. #
• 17:41 my life is so awkward. #
• 01:42 this is so not the time to have a wisdom tooth growing in #

twitter - see for yourself. or check this out!

• 03:28 Check out my new Google profile www.google.com/profiles/ccescala #
• 04:20 to donut... or not to donut. that is the question. #
• 04:25 thinking of the night roxana & i smoked in @queenolympias's drive & i complained about the smell of it "ugh. foliage. IT SMELLS LIKE NATURE" #
• 18:19 definitely eating a rice krispies treat right now #
• 20:14 woo! owlminerva got suspended! thanks @sara7x i love you. #
• 20:27 currently living on: donuts. pepsi. a prayer. #
• 20:29 how did i end up with a rubber duckie tangled in my panties in the laundry? i am so inapropro i hope no one important ever reads this. #
• 21:21 i want to cut my hair really short #
• 21:24 short like this: www.vibe.com/images/celebs/rihanna.jpg thoughts? #
• 23:24 Photo: I did it. New Hair. (click the pic to enlarge) tumblr.com/xbx1n135s #
• 00:13 i refuse to ever get a chest piece tattoo. #

twitter - see for yourself. or check this out!

• 03:09 i just got followed by someone with the twitter name "golddigga" fucking ridiculous. i hope this person is unfollowing me right now #
• 03:18 ...wow i want to go to lollapalooza now #
• 04:42 twitpic.com/3pewe - @etidwastaken goodnight, sweet prince? #
• 16:07 bummed that my fam decided to visit for tour season. i never go out except for this time of year & i know they wont shut up about it. fail. #
• 16:19 there's a particular breed of girl that i find to be completely vapid. those girls are trying to befriend me. what ever would we talk about? #
• 20:03 who wants a phone call rn while i am at the supermarket fucking bored and food shopping #
• 21:36 Yay for talking to twitter friends/random strangers on the phone! <3 @teenagedvow #
• 23:11 homemade manicotti. that's what's up. #
• 23:22 11 days to bamboozle and i am broke as a motherfucker. #
• 00:45 Lola is currently doing "throat" vocals for flyleaf and then screaming "LET'S ROCK AND ROLL!!" #
• 01:48 can someone please report @owlminerva she is driving me nuts with her bs about @gerardway's baby and she is a fucking creep #
• 02:14 two things i dislike: don't blame the kids for your problems, and don't speak ill of someone and their family if you don't even know them. #
• 02:21 RT @nametags: @perfectdenial people who blame the children can't take responsibility for themselves #
• 02:27 twitter: pepsi or sprite right now. i am craving a cigarette and i dont even smoke. never have. what's up with that? #
• 02:36 pepsi won by a landslide and no one explained the cigarette thing. though "really good sex" would be an ideal excuse. hmm. #
• 02:53 best convo of the night (1/2): @daniellefaithe "i dont like how all you people have me drinking starbucks >:o" @perfectdenial "embrace it" #
• 02:53 (2/2) @daniellefaithe: "embrace my dick" @perfectdenial: "i will. in my mouth." #

twitter - see for yourself. or check this out!

• 16:22 just tried tweetie for mac. not into it. #
• 20:47 kinda stoked like the creeper i am that i just found @ian_watkins on twitter. except, he twitters a fucking lot. worse than andy @fuckcity. #
• 23:49 it's cold and raining and i definitely just made myself some vanilla oatmeal. i miss miami :( #
• 01:20 Photo: stole this off of ian watkins’s twitter. he is ridiculously good looking. how did i never realize... tumblr.com/xbx1mlcaw #

twitter - see for yourself. or check this out!

• 05:35 BWAHAHAHA i wish i'd thought of this. RT @xxclandestinexx: This made me feel better b4 sleep digg.com/d1ox1m #
• 14:16 everyone check it out: to write love on her arms is on twitter: @twloha #
• 14:24 Photo: @twloha tumblr.com/xbx1m9fsp #
• 17:01 Tweet of the day: HAHAHA p-slip. RT @mikeyway: @Franklero You definately stopped wearing underwear for a hot minute. P-slip......scandalous #
• 00:14 baby fever wtf #
• 02:01 "I concord with you". Oh man, I detest young people. #

twitter - see for yourself. or check this out!